Sunday, August 16, 2009

This Friend

see i have this friend who has a friend of a friend who knows of someone elses friend who is in love.....

and this friend thru association is really confused....

he doesn't understand what draw him to her and her to him

she likes him alot and in her own mind is a lil lost

she loves this friend of a friend yet can't quite decided

if she should tell him so or jus let it hide

so she continues to be a friend of a friend

and he continues to secretly love this friend of a friend

and they carry on as if it is nothing

yet thru everyone's eyes

they can see the love of this friend who has a friend of a friend who knows of someone else's friend.

Tired of waiting!

im tired of waiting on you..... if think that you got something to prove..... then i suggest that u do it soon..... i wont be around forever..... im a special treasure...... u know im down for whatever..... but im tired of waiting on u..... u playing silly games...... u must think im a lame..... nothing can beat all of this..... just dont kno what u bout to miss..... no one can give u what i can.... but im tired of waiting on u..... lets just stop playing wit each other..... lets jus do wat we wanna.... wat u waitin for..... im all urs.... cant u see that i need u now! wat the hell can be so special bout wat doin now that u can see wats in front of u..... i just so tired of waiting on u......

Text Me

*Buzz*
just another text message
never a phone call
no need to talk
until you're pullin me out my panties
"can you come over"
"im on the way"
"unlock the door"
i dont think we've ever talked about anything
we dont have to
your body tells me everything i need to know
right over this text message!
have me talkin in text speak!
OMG! WTF!
and when its all done all i have to say
"Text Me"

Friday, August 14, 2009

Capricorn

i will feature a Zodic sign every week!

Capricorn Astrology December 22 – January 19

Capricorn Strength Keywords:

responsible
patient
ambitious
resourceful
loyal

Capricorn Weakness Keywords:

dictatorial
inhibited
conceited
distrusting
unimaginative

Capricorn and Independence:

Capricorns are very independent because they know their capabilities and therefore they rarely trust others to finish details, they like to do it all themselves. Capricorn is the longer of all zodiac signs.

Capricorn and Friendship:

The Capricorn is the strong friend, they will always be there to help, they are very sympathetic, caring and helpful to a friend in need. A Capricorn will get someone back on their feet again with a steady plan for success and for all this, they expect nothing in return. The Capricorn friend is deep and mysterious and full of intrigue, there always seems to be something going on in their mind.

Capricorn and Business:

The Capricorn personality is geared towards that of leadership and achievement, they always want to climb the corporate ladder and be the best they can be. Capricorns have excellent sense of time and manage it very well, they are excellent organizers. Capricorns are very creative, not spontaneously creative but it is incorporated into their time management skills and their ideas for executing a plan. Capricorns make good, wise investments because they look at the long term and what will be the most beneficial down the road.

Capricorn and Temperament:

Capricorns might seem melancholy and stern because they live by self-discipline and responsibility. They evaluate everything and they don't take daring chances without weighing the advantages and disadvantages first. To the onlooker, they might seem boring but it is the serious drive and structured way of life that the Capricorn feels safe with. Capricorn's self-sufficiency is often mistook for coldness, they are not as cold as they seem, this might be apparent just because Capricorns like to do everything themselves this way there is no worry about something not finished or not done properly. It is all about control of their surroundings and their daily lives and sometimes this spills into other people's lives. They believe they can give structure and organize other people's lives too, which they can but others might see this as intrusive and not welcome the Capricorn's suggested changes. According to Capricorn, there is only a right way and a wrong way to do things and this idea makes some Capricorns closed minded, stubborn and reluctant to agree with others. This is an ongoing lesson for Capricorns, knowing that there is more then one way of doing things and even though their way is usually right, it does not mean that they have to impose their ways on others.

Capricorn Deep Inside:

Capricorns have this sense of melancholy and necessity for structure and work because inside they feel they are unworthy and need to continuously prove their worth. Once they realize that all they need is self-love, door will open and they will see the world in a new light, one that allows for pleasure and guilt-free fun. Capricorns most important need is security, financial and material security. This is the driving force behind their ambitious character and all other personality traits of desire to succeed. They are very concerned with their public standing and their prestige. Capricorns are loners but they also need to feel appreciated, but they are excellent at hiding this truth. Capricorns are very self contained and they have many faces they present to the world, they are known as aloof and indifferent but this is them concealing themselves from the world, unfortunately, they may never know who they really are. This causes feelings of insecurity and causes them to question their own self worth. Capricorns make it difficult to get close emotionally because once they let someone in, they do not want to let them go and emotional connection makes them feel vulnerable yet satisfied at he same time. This is an ongoing internal conflict of contradictions inside the Capricorn's mind.

Capricorn in a Nutshell:

Capricorns are very ambitious people, they always have something they are pursuing and they want their lives to be fulfilled and important. Capricorns are extremely patient and will wait a long time for something they want, when the opportunity arises, they will plan their steps carefully to others, they might appear hesitant but this is not true, they know that there is only one chance to succeed and they are filing together their information to take the proper steps to accomplish their goal with flying colors, not just second rate. Capricorns have a very active mind and strong powers of concentration. Capricorns like being in control of their surroundings and everyone in their life. Capricorns are very cautious but this only to survey the situation before leaping in, they will never make a hasty jump in. They accept change but introduce it slowly so they can get used to it and incorporate it into their life. Capricorns tend to see life in black or white, definitive's only. There are no gray areas for these are areas that are not understood and this makes Capricorn feel uncomfortable. They tend to be in control in a romantic relationship that way they are never vulnerable to another person.

What it's Like to Date a Capricorn Woman:

Deep inside, she is romantic and loving but it takes the right man to expose this. On the outside, she may seem like she does not care much for love. The Capricorn woman is perfect for the man who likes a challenge. It will take time to get closer to her, never make her rush into a relationship. Be patient because she is. Capricorn woman is very classy, upscale woman. You have to woo her and court her like a lady. Shower her with nice gifts (but not too expensive, she is a very conservative spender and expects you to be also). She will dominate and control the relationship but in her intriguing subtle way, let her take the lead, she won't steer you wrong! She will lead the relationship in the right direction because she is smart and practical. She will offer you a long lasting, real, loyal relationship with all the right ingredients for happiness.

What it's Like to Date a Capricorn Man:

The Capricorn man is very physical and passionate, but not emotional (on the outside). Deep inside he yearns for love but this takes a long time to become reality, he is very reluctant to place trust in another person. Show him how much you admire him and earn trust gradually over time. He is very faithful, probably the most faithful of all zodiac signs. Underneath his secretive mysterious nature is a romantic streak with a strong sensual side, this side is completely hidden and once unlocked, you'll be amazed at the transformation this man has undergone! Patience and trust is key with a Capricorn man, he has so much to offer the right woman who will wait for him.

How to Attract Capricorn:

make them laugh, they tend to be melancholy so anyone who can make them laugh is appreciated. Talk about anything but do not pry into their emotions. They do mind listening to yours however. When Capricorn feels safe, they will let some of their cat out of the bag. Talk about serious topics, things that matter and avoid unconventionality, they are very conventional people and do not like shock-topics. They like to be connected to on an intellectual level. They like gifts, not gaudy and expensive but practical and useful. Keep it high class, they do not like second-rate gifts, or dates for that matter. Plan an upscale date to a art gallery, theater or fancy restaurant. Never be late. Capricorns are very punctual and live by a schedule and they do not like to be kept waiting, it shows irresponsibility. Be patient with Capricorn, underneath that aloof, indifferent outside lies a physical, passionate loyal person that will come out when the time is right, once you have proven yourself.

Capricorn Erogenous Zone:

The legs and especially the knees are very sensitive. Lightly tickle the backs of Capricorn's knees and this will get them giggling with excitement and initiate foreplay.

Sex With Capricorn:

Capricorns have stamina, lots of it. They like nice, classy surroundings and a comfortable atmosphere. In the bedroom, they will last all night and want some more. They are very physical and good at what they can do. Do not expect any creative or zany positions, but expect it to be good

Central Park

everyday at 12:30 you come to central park
you sit on the same bench
you eat the same lunch
i watch from a distance
i yearn to say hi
but you look distracted
you text someone the entire time
im too shy to approach you
my fear of rejection means ill forever just watch
just watch you eat lunch at central park
i wonder if you have ever noticed i get here the same time as you
that i sit on the bench next to yours in silence
i don't text anybody
or even talk on the phone
im constantly glancing in you direction
but you are never glancing in mines
so everyday
ill walk to central park at 12:30
and sit on the same bench
and eat the same lunch
and watch you do the same
maybe one day you'll notice me too

Silent Lies

you walk around here as if i don't smell her on you.
as if i don't notice the phone calls
the late nights
i don't ask because i just don't want to know the answer
nothing about us has changed
i never stopped doing anything
have i just lost my appeal
has your love changed so quickly
is she that much better than me
is her love stronger
can she stand next to you like i do
support you when you cant support yourself
take care of you the way i do
because your silent lies are tearing us down
you're letting her come between a bond that should never be lost
what keeps carrying you over there
because i thought i was giving you all you needed here
but apparently i'm not
because almost every day you come home with those silent lies in your eyes
your all i have
yet you leave me here with these silent tears
i'm so tired of these silent lies
you hit me way to low
this has gone to far
this is just another scar

Cant Let Go

it's been forever
but every time i lay down your my first thought
you cross my mind and i tense up
sometimes i roll over and smell your scent on the pillow
its like you never left
but i know you know rest your head with someone else
that i ran you away
and i know its been forever but....
how can i explain that i haven't moved on
that it still kills me to see you guys together
that i pretend i don't think about
you're still the main motivation in my life
i can still hear your voice pushing me to finish what i start
i wonder if you do the same for her
does she know how special your love is
can she make your toes curl
can she make you smile in your sleep
because i did
and if she cant do that why wont you come back
why am i still holding on to this broken heart that you left me with
why do i feel the need to flaunt the "new boo" in your face
is it because im looking for traces of jealousy
a little regret on your part
do you know i still want
still dream about
think of you wen im with someone else
do you think of me when you hear our song
because when i hear it
i cry
and im just startin to realize that you've ruined me
for every guy that will come after will always be compared to you
and will never measure up in my eyes
simply because
I Cant Let Go